There is an idea of a lynnja; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.
hahah, round 3:30am is when i finally logged off. spent a while goin through the song draft, checkin people's lists for any tunes i might like. some good stuff in there.
how is it that no one's on that late. i remember when this place didn't sleep.
oh, so you DID get both messages? one didn't show up on my screen so, fuck it, i'll write it all again. haha.
and ya, i'm about as broke as you, unless you're counting your rent into that total. right now i'm wondering if i'll get anything to eat for dinner at work cause i'm saving my last $10 for whatever gas i might need before friday. it truly is a shameful time. haha. weird because no more than 4 months back i randomly had an extra $900 to blow on a new comp.
don't know if i'd call myself an alcoholic, but i bought a 1.14 (metric measurement, haha) of Jamesons less than 2 weeks ago and it's on it's last legs, so you tell me.
saw Metallica last night actually. wish i could've enjoyed i more but i partied a little too hard for a monday. felt pretty sick about halfway through their set. but they put on a great show, even sounded good from my shite nosebleed seats. haha.
you've got a friend that sends videos? i've got one who calls from the shows while i'm at work "hey man! i'm at Foo Fighters and Rush just came out on stage, and now they're all playing YYZ together!!!"" RRrrr! haha. fucker.
this year has been incredibly hectic for concerts, more than any other year i can think of. but Metallica was the last of em for a while. don't have anything else lined up right now, and that's probably a good thing. shit's made me so broke. haha.
you been out to anything lately? i've gotta imagine most tours swing through Chicago eh? tell your friend i hate them for seeing Puscifer. that'd be a good one.